Starting to know about myself

Well, undeniably I have been deluded by a small minded, hypocritical community. Well fooled. HAHAHA.
I came to realized it when my mindset was lowered down to their level and only knowing that is not the way the world should be.

How to revolutionize the thought of people? A concept will make them think twice. A real action make them believe. What I am going to do is to make the changes for them to behold.

A challenge for an exceptional people (I will name them as 'Q') always face repulsion and demotivating from a backward thinking group. Initially, 'Q' were trying to get along with these people just like you need friends. Unfortunately, there is a rule of that, which is you gonna have same ideologies in order to blend in. This group doesn't embrace ideas, they talk about people more than anything else.

For that reason, 'Q' need to be enjoying themselves by playing and execute their own ideas and 'works they enjoy' (I will called it 'games'). Since there is a saying goes, you feel exceptionally uncomfortable to tell small minded people your great thinking. It has been proven making the whole community peace, at least no picking on me.

All I need, beyond any doubt is time. It makes me think about transformation for my own. So, what changes I want to see myself are:
Top notch English in both speaking and writing, first I have to work on my grammar
Proving my ideas and theories
See the world for the sake of broadening perspectives

All have been set and now is the matter of time to realize them.